We found out last week that I am pregnant with our third child. We were a little shocked,but happy too. I was really hoping for that time of the month to roll around. Aaron just turned a year on the 23rd. I was a little concerned with my body. I had 2 c-sections with the last 2 babies and my uterus was not in great shape. I kept thinking there is no way I can be pregnant again. But after talking to God,my husband,and friends I know God has my best interest at heart.
It's not easy being a Mother,but it is so rewarding. I get to impact souls directly for the kingdom. Wow. It's not easy giving up your fertility to God either. I don't use birth control,but only chart my fertility. I believe it's the best and most natural way to space your kids out if you wish. There are 21 months between Daniel and Aaron and there will be 21 months between Aaron and this baby. Ironic? I think not. I kept thinking how in the world will I take care of 3 under 3? Daniel will be 3 1/2 and Aaron will be almost 2. I know there will be tough days,but God will be there to guide me. He will provide me with the strength and grace to parent and take care of these little ones. I feel humbled and honored really.
Who knows how many more we will have? I don't,but God does. He will watch over me and the baby these 9 months and bring us through delivery. I'm not sure about how I will deliver either. I want a VBAC,but we will have to see. God knows how I will deliver. I can strive for the best and He will work out the rest. Just keep us in your prayers. We do not live close to family or friends. So it can be stressful for me when my husband leaves and goes to work daily. Thank you! Off on another journey!
Saturday, November 6, 2010
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